What's wrong man

ez.bs.com: No news, no views, no reviews, no gyaan, nothing at all, not even new year wishes and birthday greetings, whats up man? been dead or what? Or you've had enough of me already?

me: No, been very busy with work. And somehow, whenever I used to think of something to write, somehow, it all seemed so very pointless to me

ez.bs.com: Yeah I know, all that talk about life itself being pointless and all that. Cut that crap, get a life. I've had enough of that nonsense

me: Yeah, me too. But somehow I cant help feeling that way. But I guess things are going to change pretty soon, for the better or worse, only time can tell.

ez.bs.com: Really? whats up man? You hiding something from me?

me: May be :-)

ez.bs.com: Come on, you can't do that. Whatever it is, spill it right now

me: Im getting married, next month.

ez.bs.com: God help that poor girl. So you talking to her over the phone and all that?

me: Ofcourse I am.

ez.bs.com: You already started giving her all this shit about life is meaningless kind of stuff?

me: No. Didn't want to scare her from day 1 :-)

ez.bs.com: You say one word like that to her and your whole life is screwed, take it from me. Why can't you just get on with your life normally like everyone else?

me: Must be some sort of manufacturing defect

ez.bs.com: Screw you.

me: You think I'm enjoying this feeling or what? Im trying so hard to get this out of my mind but ...... I'm finding it too hard. It's too easy to talk about starting a new life but it's too fucking hard to let go

ez.bs.com:Time can and will change everything they say. You just have to be willing enough to let that happen.

me: That's exactly what I'm lacking I think, the will

ez.bs.com: You promise me you'll change after marriage, no matter what, you'll not let any of this affect you in any way. You gotta believe in destiny. You were the one who had so much faith, "there are no unanswered prayers, for some of them, the answer is NO" remember?

me: Yes I remember

ez.bs.com: That's it then. Get on with your life. And dont ever come back to me with your sob stories.

me: Talking to you makes me feel so much better

ez.bs.com: What am I here for :-). By the way, congratulations

me: Thanks. And hope I'll be able to see you more often. Catch you later

Hi

You told me you would come, so I thought I'd greet you :-)

Happy Birthday

To my dearest nephew. Hope you'll celebrate many many more happy birthdays in the years to come

Glad

to be back :-).

Death

Have been hearing too much about it. It was only yesterday, when I heard of the freak accident on airport road that I felt, how futile and unpredicatble life is. One moment you are here and the next, you are not. In a play, you know how long your part is going to last and when its going to end. But in life, you never know :-(. As if that was not enough, my friend called me up in the evening to inform me about the death of one of his close friends. A man who got married just five months ago and was leading a happy life. Yesterday he was there, and today he is no more :-(. After hearing this news, I felt like calling up all my friends immediately and tell them what they mean to me and how grateful Iam to each and every one of them. Am going home for this diwali. Gotta meet up all the people whom I like and say goodbye before I leave. Who knows, I might not get another chance :-(. And if I cant meet anyone because of whatever reasons, I want you to know what great friends you have been and how grateful I am to God for giving me friends like you. Thank you for all the love you gave me and sorry for all the pain I gave you. Will call you if and when Im back.

Joy ride

Its been so long since I managed to reach the office in less than 30 mins. Driving on the intermediate ring road has been equivalent to burning in hell of late. But suddenly today, it took me just 20 mins from home to office. Though Im not sure how long its going to last this way, it felt like heaven, not having to stop even once during the drive. Though going on the flyover is a bit circular, its way better than spending 11/2 hour in the traffic, effectively walking though sitting on the bike.